I have been going to the place of trauma for almost around 4-5 years now. And I seriously don’t know what normal life feels like.
Every other day, I am getting emotional meltdown which doesn’t make any sense as it’s happening so frequently.
It has taken away my late 20s but nothing can be done now.
The only thing it gave me is Anxiety, Depression, Speech Issues, dead self esteem and deep shock.
Past can’t be undone.
And I have no energy left to think about the future. As it gives me all the more anxiety.
Someone said it right ~
One can’t heal trauma at the same place where they got it.
Just needed to vent it out.